Sunday, February 7, 2010
Haha, fmlfmlmlfmlfmlfml ttm! What've I fucking done wrong to deserve this shit? Life's a bitch, effing pathetic! I hate myself. You totally suck to core. What's more Important now? I can't figure out myself too! Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
Yes, boyfriend's has agree to let me do ink again. AHAHAHHAHA! Over the moon. Well, i hate my lower back ink actually, so i'm asking my tattooist to cover up with another design. Any idea people? What design? HAHA, call me insane bitch whatsoever, i don't give a fuck! Cause, i do miss ink-ing pain. It's excruciating, yes! but nize. Well, pauline's will be joining with me. So, babe. let me know alright?(:
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Work's totally lethargic to core, but fun at the same time.
Life's awesomely great, boyfriend's great, family's great, friend's great.
I miss Jemi, Pauline and Sarene very very very very much! When can i meet up with you guys again and bitch like a star?):
At times, really do miss secondary school life, filled with tons of laughter everywhere in the school. Really miss those days so much!:(
Okay, CNY's approaching, at Valentine's day. Isn't it absolutely great to guys out there, matter of fact you can actually save up money in buying stuffs for your girlfriend, and in return you get back money! RED PACKETSZXZXZXZXXZ! Rightrightrightright? That's we always claimed, One stone kill two birds. LOL! Fuck shitzxzxzx, i'm still in the midst of thinking what clothes to buy for CNY! Shitty bag! Boyfriend, it's time to go shopping for clothes again, aite?
Done my shit talking here. Will blog again. Bye world!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.
I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla Twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here!
I love you forever, period.
Monday, January 18, 2010
"Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering."
"I love you. don’t you see? Don’t you understand? You’re the love of my life. I can’t leave you. But you’re constantly leaving me. You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. You stand by everyone, but you leave me. So I’m asking you, if you don’t see a future for us, if you’re not in this, please. Just end it because I can’t.” I hope you'd tell me that I'm never replaced, never forgotten and you still feel something for me.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
How do you fucking feel when a person keep raking up your fucking past and talk about it over and over and over again? It feels shitty right?
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
I love the way you cuddle my hair, i love the way you sleep beside me tugging me so tightly in your arms, i love the way you whisper in my ears you love me, i love the way you hold my hands and play with my fingers, i love the way you teases me, i love the way you put your arms around my waist, i love the way you hug me when we were in the cinema, i love the way you kiss me, i love the way you kisses my forehead,i love the way you hug when im cold, i love the way you look after me when im sick, i love the way you stroke my face and squeeze it, i love the way you dig your nose infront of me, i love the way your eyes look into mine,i love the way you fondle with my feet, i love everything and everything about you. Just you! You've given me everything that i needed. I may not give you everything, but i won't forsake you nor leave you eternally. you're everything i just needed, nothing can compares against you. I love you.
